Emma Catriona Ann Price (or electrikbloom )
:D

She is important to me because:
-She always makes me happy, no matter how much of a shit mood I'm in.
-She is always up for a laugh, and doesn't take herself too seriously.
-She's weird enough that she doesn't reject me and my gremlin tendancies.
-She's a really good listener, and I can tell her pretty much anything

I could go on, but I'd give her a big ego ;)

I'm ill and have lost my voice :(

I had a good weekend though, so I don't mind that much!

Marco (the gay barman) taught me to pole dance. He's much better at it than me though xD


From the general reaction in the place, I don't think I did too badly :P


Hmnnn. The things I'll do when drunk :L

O hai.

My brother spontaneously broke into 'Eels' earlier, when someone on telly spoke about eel pie. I taught him well :')

You will all be disgusted to learn, that I went to see New Moon (the new twilight film) tonight. I will never go to the first after school hours showing ever again, because:

1) People were crying before they got in. A 20 year old girl ran past me crying with joy into her seat.

2) The Twihards cheered EVERYTHING. Edward walked on 'WOOOOOOOO'. Jacob said 'hey Bella!' even more 'WOOOOOOOO'-ing. I don't think there was one scene without audience participation- this isn't Rocky Horror! :L

3) Edward looked rather unattractive. I pointed this out to Emma, and the girl behind me kicked me, and threw popcorn at my head.

4) Jacob took his top on. People screamed. Jacob put his top on. People screamed. You just can't win.

5) They showed part of Vatican city when Bella went to the Volturi. Someone on the row behind said 'that's actually a real place y'know!' Well no! You don't say!

6)If anyone laughed at something that was actually said in the book, they got yelled at. But whenever a male character does something, there is a round of applause, and screaming.

7) 90% of the audience didn't seem to have read the book. There was loads of 'why the hell is that happening?' and 'Who's he?'. Well, if you actually READ the book about the imaginary man you want to marry, you might know!

8)The last line of the film, when Edward proposed was replied to with 'WOOOOOO!', applause, and cries of 'LUCKY BITCH!'


However, I must say, a personal favourite part of the film was when Edward was dumping Bella, and-

Bella: Edward, I'm coming!
Edward: I don't want you to come!
(cue my immature snorts while everyone else cried)

I have just gotten in.

I am so happy, I haven't felt like this for ages.

<3

Hello :)

This has been such a busy week! On tuesday I was at Bedford magistrates court doing a law competition. Basically, three colleges are all playing all the courtroom roles, and there are three seperate trials that we take part in. We got given a role by the judges, got trained by legal professionals, take part in a mock trial, then the judges decide how we all did. My college was trying to prosecute someone from Bedford Modern (the posh £12,000 a year private school/college) and I was the legal advisor. I sat in front of the magistrates, and had to run the proceedings, and question the defence and prosecution. I felt all professional and amazing, and got points deducted off bedford modern because I pointed out that their defence and prosecution were in the wrong seat ;)

I have had so much work too! I can barely remember what free time is! Although I got an A for my last English lit essay and the teacher read it out and said how amazing it was. I was like 'hell yeah! I spent half hour on that!'

I saw my friend Stephen today, for the first time in ages! He was a drug addict, and after his second suicide attempt, he was sectioned under the mental health act, and nobody was allowed to see him. He looks so well, and seems so much happier- he's even resitting his GCSEs now. I seriously blame his parents- when they chucked him out, and the foster carers chucked him out, he was given a council bedsit and he was lonely, but his parents still wouldn't take him back. Then the people in the flat above him started giving him drugs, then they stopped, which begged the question 'how can an addict living off £30 a week afford a habit?' the answer? Sleeping with people for drugs. It breaks my heart thinking he was doing all this and telling nobody. One of my best friends fucking his life up that much and trying to end it. He was always such a happy, lively person, I'd have never guessed he'd have ended up like that. But I'm so glad his parents took him back, and he's starting to turn his life around.

His relationship with his parents really broke down when he told them he was gay. His parents are strict catholics, his mum works for an anti abortion charity, get the idea? It really didn't go down well, his dad hit him, his mum said it was a phase, and when it wasn't he became the 'disapointment' child.

It was so nice to see him though, he made a trip into college to visit people. We smooshed each other in a big hug :)

Oh, and I have plans for this weekend! I need to get a dress for the 6th form christmas social. I might get this one, and can I add that I drooled over it in Topshop BEFORE Stacey wore it:




Yeah, my mum is being nice at the moment for some reason and is offering to get me one. They have it in the Luton topshop, I'm just hoping the MK one does too. If it clashes with my hair though, there is a blue sequinned one that made me feel like I was wearing Noel's glitterball suit.

On sunday, guess who is turning on the christmas lights? STAVROS FLATLEY! Me, electrikbloom x_music_freak_x and our friend Lindsey are all gonna go, and try and get our picture with the dad ;D

EDIT: The HONEY MONSTER of all people is going to be turning on the lights too. This is an outrage. I shall kill it.

I'd have a huge party with all my friends, and seeing as I'm dying maybe I could guilt-trip the Boosh and Horrors boys there? Maybe RiD and Paramore

Then we'd all have epic dance times to the bands I made come to my party xD

Oh, and my last meal would be sweets. If It's my last night on Earth, I REALLY don't have to worry about being fat :D

Me and my friends are so immature. Check what we made ;)




The trick or treaters loved it xD

Had my second HPV jab on tuesday. I'd swore not to get it done, and skipped it on friday, but the jab people came in again yesterday morning for the people who missed it, like me. Last time I went dizzy, felt sick and lost my vision, so I didn't really fancy having it done again, especially not after hearing about a girl on the news who ended up with CFS after having the third dose. I tried to tell them I didn't want it, but they kept me and Amy there for about 45 minutes debating the pros and cons with us, and guilt tripping us into having it, because apparantly by not having it, we're ignoring the people who die from cancer every year, and as we have both had relatives with cancer, it sort of pursuaded us. So, I got more side effects again, (the rare ones apparantly) muscle aches, headaches, dizziness ect. Bad times. So I had to take wednesday off.

Today I had the three mile school sponsored walk. The sixth form did it too, to raise money for a year 13 called Joelle, who is youth ambassador for world vision, and she's raising money to buy an ambulance for a clinic in Uganda that she visited. It was actually quite a laugh. Highlights inculded me and Emma jumping on Joanna from behing and flooring her (an achievement, as she's loads taller than me and a bloody well built polish goalkeeper. Gotta love her) grabbing Emma's hand and running down a hill to the rest of our year going 'wtf' and a teacher going 'calm down girls!' then us stopping and considering acting our age, only to look at each other, link arms tighter and continue :')

Also, I've been seeing more of Brandon this week. I may have mentioned him before- he holds a record for being able to turn anyone on by biting their neck (and leaving no marks!!).

He's lovely, and after I see him, I grin like a maniac and skip like a schoolgirl with a crush. I see him pretty much before every history lesson, and my teacher must think that I'm one of the happiest people he teaches, lmao. My friends can predict if I've seen him or not, by the goofy grin on my face. He tells me that my ex didn't deserve me, and that if he had someone like me, he wouldn;t have touched someone 'disgusting' like Tia. After Chris, I lost my confidence, and I'm still a little bit hung up over him to be honest. I probably will be for some time- I loved him, cheating git or not. But Brandon seems to make that hurt feel better :)

When he gave me a hug yesterday, he told me that I'm really skinny and need to eat more. I excitedly told this to Amy, but she denied being called too skinny is a good thing. I disagree, shows that my recent food cut-backs have worked, and I don't feel as fat when I look in the mirror any more. Hehe. Cmon, a boy that says positive things about weight? Y'gotta love him.

I'm gonna go to bed soon, I think- because I have volunteer work tommorrow. National woodland trust stuff. I think we're supposed to coppice some of the trees (cut them down so they grow back properly). Last week they had me and Emma cutting grass and brambles by hand with shears. Painful times. This week should hurt a bit more :P

Guess what someone just put on facebook...

John and Edward: the best thing to happen to this country since Gordon Brown.

ROFLMAO.
:')

I'm in history right now.

The Tet offensive is making me headdesk,

I'm too tired to function, and I still have law, phse and exonomics coming up :(

Oh, and I wrote a long answer to writers block, but LJ ate it. I'll try and redo it later,

I'm actually so pissed off.

My laptop died a painful death, and now will not even turn on.

I had planned to back up my files today, but it died before I got a chance. Just my luck.

I'm taking it to the geeks tommorrow, because I really can NOT do without my laptop. I get about 5 essays set a week, and the internet and microsoft word are essential to get them done.

Problem is, my absolute genius of a father lost the receipt, and is now bitching that he'll have to pay.

I'll probably only be able to get online at college now (I'm on now beause I stole my brother's laptop while he was asleep.)

FML.

Yeah, sorry for vanishing for a week or so. Bad online friend iz bad.

I started college on Monday technically, but that was an odd team building day, the highlight of which was getting into groups of 8 and building a device that could stop an egg from breaking when it's dropped from 7 feet. My group made a sellotapey hammock, and the moment the egg hit it, splat. Team building is clearly an utter waste of time. I didn't speak to either of the sexy new guys either >:P

We started properly on Tuesday, and on arrival, it turned out my timetable was incredibly fucked up, for some reason instead of being put in for English Lit, Economics, History and Law, I was put in for Psycology, Media, English Lit and law. But it's all sorted now, and I'm on all the right registers and stuff. My courses seem pretty good at the moment, despite the AWFUL woman we have for the poetry part of English lit. She is one of those irritating teachers that thinks she's 'down with the kids'. Prime example:

Mrs B: So, who read the booklist?
*virtual tumbleweed rolls past, and Becky raises her hand*
Mrs B: Ah, it's OK- I wouldn't have done it either!

On the plus side, Lindsey's sister is going to order Paramore tickets tommorrow! xD

My friend Lindsey writes McFly fanfiction.

Really not my cup of tea, tbh. I don't particularly like the band, and 90% of the fanfiction is terrible.

But she writes her friends in, and it's sweet that she does that.

According to the latest chapter, I have set a date for my wedding with Noel Fielding :L


 

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I left my boyfriend today, after discovering that he's been cheating on me.

I feel so useless, and like utter shit tbh. I really liked him, and I thought he felt the same way. I don't know how he's even daring to make out that he's the victim to our friends, just because I dumped him. He looked like a kicked puppy, and its like 'wt actual f? YOU cheated on ME!' what was I supposed to do.

He tried to 'explain' on facebook, and just dug himself an even deeper hole:
I kissed Tia once when i was stoned but i dont see how 2 people culd of seen that, so i'm not going to deny it cause i don't want to lie to you but she came on to me and i kept pushing her away.
This was at tia's house as well and only Hayley was there and she wasnt in the room when Tia kissed me.
But as far as i see it she kissed me.
She was saying to me tht she wanted to sleep with me...


I am actually disgusted. I hate cheaters, and I really thought I meant more to him than that.

After a lengthy conversation with Hannah, I have come to a descision.

I'm going to leave Chris.

I think that we rushed into the relationship too fast. We want different things.

Since I met him, I've changed. I started drinking more, have taken drugs, and after witnessing him flirting, I have gotten so annoyed that I started flirting with another girl and boy, and let brandon bite me. I LOATHE cheaters, so why am I behaving like this?

I feel like my life is starting to go down the pan, and I need to do something about it before it gets out of hand.

I'm going to kill Brandon.

He's left a bite mark on my arm. I wasn't cheating on my boyfriend, Brandon was just showing me his bitey skills, yes is is a good neck biter. But why the actual fuck did he have to leave a mark on my arm?

Now it looks like I have been cheating. Oh well, from what I hear Chris was flirting with Tia at the party I didn't go to the other night.

Immature as it sounds, although this bitey mark is making me feel like I'm stuck in Twilight, it's showing Chris that two can definately play at that game. Although, am I being out of order, because I wasn't even there to witness Chris and Tia?

Ah well. I need sleepytime.

GCSES:
English Language- A*
English Literature- A
Mathematics- C
Science (core)- C
Science (additional)- B
German- B
History- A
R.E- A*
Graphics- C
I.T- C
Music- D (I had decent coursework& practical, shit exam paper)

AS Level:
Critical Thinking- B.

Had a gathering/party thing at Hannah's afterwards to celebrate. Got drunk, went on singstar, fell off a bench, went on a trampoline and acted like retards. Good times (Y)

My mum also got me some pointy winklepickers so I can dress like a Horrors fangirl, and my granddad gave me money to get the 'I AM A HORROR' tee at last :)